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Friday, 19 December 2008

hypernessss

erin* (9:41:35 PM): and besides ... if i like wyatt .. its no big deal ....
erin* (9:41:38 PM): PUDDING !
erin* (9:41:40 PM): ahahahahaha!
grace* (9:41:41 PM): lmfaoo !
erin* (9:41:59 PM): lmfaoo .. random .. : )
grace* (9:42:14 PM): our specialities (:

* screennames changeddd <3

haha .. this is my friend Grace and I being retards .. like the good old days . i switched schools , and she still goes to Angels .. we miss each other a lot .

we were so stupid ! we laughed at the ~~funniest~~ stupidest things ever .. I.e : *pauliee drops a oen on the floor* erin : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ! AHAHAHAHAHA ! THAT'S SOO FUNNY , PAULIEEE !!! paul: haha . erin .. your soo funny !! ..

i miss them soo much .. i can't wait to visit them on monday !! im bringing my camera to take pictures for the space and the face . ahh .. we be goin crazy while watching REMEMBER THE TITANS(ssssss) . ♥ my friends are the best .. dont knwo what i'd do without them .
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wyatt (9:36:34 PM): soo what have u done since last tinme i talked to u?
erin (9:36:48 PM): uh .. i had tea
wyatt (9:37:12 PM): lol

* screennames changeddd <3

"uh .. i had tea ?" C'mon , Erin .. work wiht yourself ! your sounding like a retard ! Okaii , i had a cold today , so i took some sleeping pills - they didnt work -_- ; obviously . they made me the anti-tired person , or whatever you call it . haha .. i basically became high (shocking) . it was crazy . i was laughing at nothing . it was rediculous . haha . im retarted .

peace , loverssss
bullcrapppp

i dont know .. should i love him ? by the way .. i found my ipod in some loser's jacket pocket .
wyatt (n.) - sweetest boy ever .. cares for people , considerate , doesn't care who he's with when he says i too me .

today iw as walking to memorial .. he was there with alexa ( stallion )and other people . he goes , "Erin !!! Merry Christmas !!" i could have sworn alexa said something mean about me . whatever .its just that they get me sooo mad just because those girls have everything . every guy likes them . they have everythingthey could possibly want . i cant believe this but i get so mad that i feel like crying .. their brats , their mean , but people can't stand to be away from them .. ( exact words alexa's myspace , about me " im not like most people , im better then them . you'll deffinatley love me." ) i can't stand it !! i've never been more jealous in my life !!!!! and to make it worse , i have a really bad cold . i dont know , does mhe like me or alexa ? or does he even think of me more then ' my best frineds little sister' ?? i can't help but wonder ..

love , erin

Hours pass, and she still counts the minutes
That I am not there, I swear I didn't mean
For it to feel like this
Like every inch of me is bruised, bruised
Don't fly fast. Oh, pilot can you help me?
Can you make this last? This plane is all I got
So keep it steady, now
Cause every inch you see is bruised, yeah

- Jack's Mannequin - Bruised

Tuesday, 16 December 2008

*sighs* ;;

i was texting gabby today ... is was and intense conversation . so i asked who i should kie , wyatt ot cris . she said cris b/c he's cuter , we act alike and he hasnt done bad stuff . but im not suree . i mean , i lost my ipod and i thought smair took it and i told wyatt .. he goes into samir's dorm room and searching the heck of out of his room for me ! it was soo sweet ! ♥ and he i.med me and said i never talk to him in school , so i said that i would . i wlaked back to memorial and i see wyatt , but he's wresteling with his frined Andrew . he stops what he's doing just to wave and say , "ERIN !!! HI!" and i wave and i try to look flirty ( .. haha , my default ) im not sure . and thne Cris took the liberty of asking EVERY SINGLY PERSON if they took my ipod , he's really cute , but im not sureee who i should like ..
never going back to ok .

Sunday, 14 December 2008

ok ,, well , iwas at gabb's house today with lex . we were studying for finals . in case you dont know , finals in my school are the worst week of the entire school year . we look over everything we have done in all eight classes . its crazy . its hectic . its annoying . i can tstand it . anywya , i was at gabby's house studying . you can barely call it studying . from 4 to 8 , we studied for 12 minutes and then talked about guys for 15 . haha . we're losers .. :D its really funny how we talk about the same thing every single day . its getting annoying . im talking about cris and wyatt and how we talk and i was telling Lex and gab about my stories with cris and wyatt and they think its a love triangle . it isnt . that a stupid suggestion .. right ? see you looves .

Saturday, 06 December 2008

once upon a time

Once upon a time , in a magical prep school there was a girl . sure , she wasn't drop dead gorgeous , but she was pretty . this girls name was erin . she had an older brother whom she envied . it was his first day at the new prep school ,and had already become one of the most popular guys in all the land . she was embarrassing to her brother . he didnt want anyone to know they were related ; but if you looked closely into their eyes , you could see the resemblance . to her , this prep school would suck . but as soon as she walked in at 7:45 , she fell in love with its beautiful brick buildings , each with its own name printed with black , bold letters . she loved the decadent trees that surrounded the parkway through the school . she loved the smell of freshly cut grass , and the aroma of new school supplies . but most of all , she loved the beautiful long walkway that lead the faculty and students up to the dubble doors , where they would start their academic day . but something felt wrong . was it the fact that she knew but one person , Gabriella ? or was it the way that everyone was form the same school , and had been looking for new prey to bully and mess with ? it was both . most of the girls wore the most divine clothes , labeled with Prada , or Juicy , or Ed Hardy . they all were gorgeous , and they all stood in a circle , talking about the latest gossip , that had already been zipping through school ,when the first bell hadn't even gone . erin felt a knot in her stomach . she became nocious . a few days had passed , and she became jealous of the girls with all their designer belts and shoes and totes . she became friends with them , and had left her other firends in the darkness . she became involved with a boy ( weren't dating , but madly in love with him ) she started talking to him , to find outo he was wyatt , her brothers best friend who was a border . they talked on aim , and she became reunited with her old friends . she became best frineds with a girl named Heaven . her name sounds religious , but trust me , she is not the beautiful sunshine you imagine in Heaven itslef . they hung out at school all the time . event hoiugh Heaven was a year older , Erin felt really close , they spilled guts to each other while eating twix bars and sweedish fish for hours . erin fell out of love with Wyatt and soon became in deep like with Cris , the funny boy in eighth grade . she didnt know who to like , and to this day she still doesn't . but for now , she likes being known as the girl who is funny , out there , confident , and firneds with everyone . sometimes , just sometimes , she finds herself jealous of the designer clothes that her friends display , but she will prosper in her own style . of course , with the help of her sister's scarves and shoes . her life is not complete , but will tell you when it is .